Hearts That Bleed or Good Life?

Hey everyone!

Honestly, sometimes it's hard to keep my cool sometimes with people. Someone hacked a friend of mine's facebook and said really cruel things. When he saw what was said, he apologized and explained his account was hacked. That's still dumb that people hack other people's accounts. Some people clearly need to grow up.

Another thing I'm having issues with is being unemployed. Yes I have been looking like crazy and if something doesn't come up soon I will have to see if a friend of mine is hiring at DQ. It's not my 1st choice but I need an income.


So I actually got a request to do an Avril inspired video. Which is exciting because I actually love her. This is actually a very different look to what she usually wears - it's not a dark eye! It's very grey but does have some of her trademark dark liner. I didn't do the under the eye smokey part because not many people can pull it off - like myself. I did change it a bit, but for the better I feel.

This is actually what I did instead of going to paint ball.

Wedding talk, rumours and a new video!

Hey everyone!

Sometimes people make me laugh with their rumours about me. It use to really bother me, but it doesn't anymore. It bothered me mostly because of who it was and now I'm just kind of use to it. I laugh now.

Latest rumour:
I'm moving to Montreal.

There's a couple things wrong with this.
1 - I don't speak French.
2 - The one who started this rumour, I don't talk to her.

I'm not sure what encouraged this rumour. I mean I do have a friend that is going to school in Montreal and I visited her in March. I def wanna go back because the shopping there is not to be believed. I'd love to move there, but the language is kind of an issue. Yes I'm Canadian but I'm not great in French.

Well that's that.


Also lately a friend of mine nd I have been talking about weddings. Neither of us are engaged but we both watch a lot of wedding shows. So today we started talking about ideals for when we get married. [meaning if it was up to us completely - we both agree the guy should have plenty to say!]

I've learnt how to cut costs because of a few friends of mine have gotten married and they paid for it themselves. [except one, but that's a diff story]


Makeup I actually did nd wore to my friend's wedding.


Doing her makeup - best friend and the bride :]


People say different things about where you should spend your money. Dress, photographer, flowers, etc. Personally, I'd probably get a dress that wasn't too pricey and then go more expensive for shoes. After all, you probably won't wear the dress again but the shoes you definitely can.


What are your opinions on weddings? I love hear different opinions!


NOW FOR THE ViDEO!

So I decided to turn this into a series. Guru's on youtube are those who are really good, get lots of views and possibly partners on youtube [ie; get paid a certain amount from youtube]

Of course they're going to inspire people! Just to show my appreciation to those I watch lots, I





Makeup [in order]
MAC Face&Body foundation [C1]
Benefit Erase Paste [light]
MAC Studio Pressed Powder [light]
Too Faced Eyeshadow Insurance

Lid: "Too Dolly" e/s [MAC Hello Kitty line]
Crease: "Shockaholic" e/s [MAC] and "Romping" e/s [MAC Hello Kitty line]
Highlight: "Aspin Summit" e/s [Sephora]
Liner: lid - black NYC Liquid Liner // waterline - white Bonnebell pencil
Mascara: Rimmel Sexy Curves "extreme black 003"
Blush: "Orgasm" [Nars - powder]
Lips: "Boybait" [MAC Lipglass]

FAQ!!!

So I get a few questions often and so I'm taking this blog to answer them!

Feel free to ask more, I may end up doing a video if I get lots!



1. What are you?
Physically I'm a human female. Genetically I'm my parents.
But if we're going into specifics - as in nationality, etc - then here's the list:
German, Dutch, English, British, Irish, Scottish, Welsh.
This actually should explain lots.

2. Are you actually a makeup artist?
YES I AM! I got my certification last November.
I would post a photo here but it says my full name and I would prefer people who come across this not know specifics. Safety reasons.

3. Do you still talk to *insert name here*?
This question gets thrown around with a few people, but anyone that asks me this about certain people - the answer is no.

4. Do you want to?
Given the way things have ended a few times and the dramarama I went through, I would say no. My name had been tarnished because of a couple people. [however, karma pulled through and one of them actually heard one of the rumours ... idk what happened after that]

5. You use to be a party girl, why did you stop?
I was? Well I guess I enjoyed going out and having a few drinks. I was a regular at a certain bar. I stopped going because of a few reasons - work, drama, money - but I do go out sometimes still.

6. Why did you stop doing videos on youtube?
I haven't. Just taking a break because I wasn't getting great feedback. Besides, I had no time for awhile. I will again soon!

7. If you're into makeup, why don't you work for a company like MAC or Sephora?
Can I just mention that when this question comes up, people are usually rude about it.
Also I cannot force people to give me a job. It's very tempting and I wish I could, but I can't.

8. Why do you spend so much on makeup?
Short answer: because I can.
Long answer: I actually don't spend much on certain products.
I like MAC shadows because they've very pigmented but I don't buy the whole line.
I spend a lot on brushes because they are my tools that I use consistantly.
If I can find a similar colour for cheaper, I go that route. I'm also very picky.

9. What do you smell like?
I get this question from random people and it kind of weirds me out. However, mostly when I'm asked this I'm wearing my Betsey Johnson perfume. Only sold at Winners now ... sadly.

10. Why do you spend so much on clothes?
I really don't. I buy usually on sale and I don't buy high-end brands unless there's a good sale. A few things I splurge on - like dress pants nd bras. Dress pants because I have such an issue with sizing, so if it fits I'll buy. Lol! Bra's because I don't buy them unless I've had to toss one.

11. Why do you dye your hair so often?
First it's called "colouring" my hair. Second, my hair is surprisingly healthy.
Besides, it's my hair.

12. You go so often with bare nails, then colour them neon. Why?
My nails are never bare. When they seem bare, it's just I have a nude colour on in just one coat. Sally Hansen stuff that my friend got me, helps strengthen my nails. I love neon colours.





Anyways that's all I've got for now. I guess I seem sort of rude in these answers but honestly, most are from people I don't know or nosey.

Feel free to ask me questions! I won't be rude haha!

XO
Moi

Long Weekend Made Longer!

IT'S CELEBRATION TIME!
HAPPY CELEBRATIONS TO ALL!

Last friday was July 1st - Canada Day - and today is July 4th - Independence Day. I celebrate Canada Day [since I'm Canadian, in case you didn't know] but a lot of people also celebrate July 4th. It's an important weekend for everyone.

I spent most of the weekend celebrating.
Friday -
Woke up early to head downtown. The Duke and Dutchess of Cambridge - aka William and Kate - and we got there JUST as the motor cade drove up with them. For the record, we only went because my boyfriend is a fan of Great Big Sea and they were playing.

Speeches, music, heat exhaustion.

I almost passed out on the bus. Luckily my friend had a granola bar in her bag to tide me over before we went for lunch.

Matt[boyfriend] and I headed home after lunch, hung out, had a couple of drinks before and with dinner. Headed out again.

Met with my friend Dalia and the 3 of us headed to KRC hill [which is not Parliament Hill but has great venue. More family friendly, concerts, food, rides, etc] We met up with our other friends - Sam, Kyle, Steph and Matt J - to watch concert and fireworks. Here's a few photos!


whole group


This would be Matt and I


Matt, Dalia and I - he's kind of a goof


Dalia and I


So afterwards the buses were being absolutely stupid, we had to taxi home. At this point we were so exhausted.


Saturday -
Got to sleep and get ready slowly but still headed out relatively early.
Matt and I went to his mum and step-dad's place before heading to his aunt and uncle's place. Met a bit of his family; snacks, beers, food, chatting, random music. It was fun! I think they like me? I'm not sure, it was the 1st time meeting them. Matt thought I'd be nervous but even though I usually am when meeting new people, with his family I haven't been nervous so far. I'd say that's a good thing. Haha!

Got home and chatted with my mum for a bit then crashed.

Sunday -
Super thankful that we have AC and that our plans weren't until later. By 10am, it was already really humid. Slept late, lounged most of the day then headed to Kyle's place around dinner. He was hosting a BBQ. Sadly no photos. Didn't get home until late and pretty much crashed right away because Matt has to be up early during the week.



So that was my weekend. Pretty go-go-go but that's fine.

I realized I forgot to mention something I did last week! PAiNTBALL!
It wasn't as bad as I thought, but of course the 1st hit I got - which was within the 1st 5mins of 1st game ... - was in the thumb. There was a nice scratch and bruise for awhile. The worst is when the paintball hits ground and bounces on you or bounces on you and just doesn't break. I have a nice huge bruise on my thigh [barely there now] from that.

Of course you walk away with battle wounds but adrenaline runs through your veins during the game that you don't realize how exhausted/hot/etc you are until the last game.

You can wear your own clothes - which is what I did - but they offer coveralls for those who don't want to. The company takes photos, so I took a photo off the site of both Matt and I [FYI - we went with his work]


I'm the one standing awkwardly in the grey shirt. This was probably 3rd game? I was hiding behind a barrier.


This is Matt hiding on a bridge. Thought this looked cool.




That's it for me.
XO
Moi

Return of the Missing Blogger!

Hey People!

Yes I'm such a slacker. No, i'm not going to apologize - "it's too late to apologize, it's too late!" - because I just know it'll happen again. I really do like blogging, it's just that life takes over.

I was working and now I'm not but that's a long story in itself that I really don't want to talk about, so I'll just get to other stuff!

Recent purchases are black clothes, the new NARS face primer and NARS blush in "orgasm" .... yes I caved. Hush.


I actually did try out a few ideas that I may end up doing a video on this one because I'm so proud!










I didn't think of this myself. I was inspired by it obviously.
One of my favourite YouTube gurus has another channel for vlogs. She had very similar makeup on in this video. I am linking her here and hope she sees it :]

The video I saw:
http://youtu.be/Yb2BOUEgKyQ

I don't really talk about the YouTubers I watch much, but there is a select few I never miss.
I'll put their YouTube names here [vlog channel if i can]:
vintageortacky/Ghettoccino
KandeeJohnson/thekandeejohnsonshow
Sokolum79/SokolumsVlog
Nymphette415
Myeyeshadowisodd
ShadowNukks

I do watch other people's often, but those are ones i ALWAYSALWAYSALWAYS watch!



So what's new with me?

My boyfriend and I are looking at moving as soon as finances are good.


Layout of apartment.


Building itself.


Yes I did some editting so then any specific things are out of the photo. Just in case creepers are on here or there's people I really don't want to know where I live.

I can tell you one thing, I'm getting out of where I live now. Small town area. Not far out, but far enough.


Speaking of small town ...
Last year's rumours. Yes, those.
Well there was a rumour going around that I cheated on my ex. I refuse to confirm nor deny any truth to that for the main fact that he started that rumour. Now he's hearing it from other people. I think it's hilarious.
Another rumour is that my ex is leaving - actually, he told my dad. He speaks to my parents but not me. Rude much? I'm not sure where, or when but whatever. If it's true, it's true. If not .... well then.



Canada Day is on Friday. Not sure what's going on but a bunch of us talked about hanging out. I know Saturday my boyfriend and I are going to his aunt nd uncle's place for a post-Canada Day party. It's always interesting meeting your significant other's extended family.




Oh well!
Video hopefully this week and more blog another day!

The Good, The Bad nd The Voice?

Hey everyone!

Sorry I don't update this as much as I would seriously love to but I don't think I could figure out something interesting to say all the time. HA HA!

Well at least right now - even though I'm not really doing videos for awhile nd I'll explain that after - I've been really into lists. Which is what I'm doing here!

The Good
[aka things i'm loving right now]

• Morning commutes
[Is this really cheesy? I like my morning commutes to work because I ride the bus with my boyfriend...]

• Iced Coffee
[specifically from Tim Horton's ...]

• Over Sized Hoodies
[My boyfriend's hoodie specifically. He's note-ably larger than me so his sweater is quite comfortable.]

• Make-Up Artist Fashions
[Because of where I work I get to see lots of different styles of clothes and I really feel this has helped me with my own fashion choices.]

• Make-Up in General
[My love for it has not wavered.]

• Nail Art
[I got the Konad kit about a year ago nd still have no mastered it. Photos below of today's nail art!]

Of course there's bad things going on, like money, stress, etc but I'm in far too good of a mood to even post that!

Haha, sorry.


Has anyone caught episodes of "The Voice" ? I swear, it's like American Idol BUT WAY BETTER!!

The beginning audition, the judges [Christina Aguilera, Cee-Lo Green, Blake Shelton nd Adam Levine] are faced backwards so they only hear the person's voice.

Unlike American Idol, these people are not judged on their looks. I'm sorry [sort of] to those who are Idol fans but they are known to judge on looks. We're a vain generation I suppose.

Anyways, so if the judges like the voice they swivel their chairs. If more than one judge swivels, the contestant gets to choose who's team they're on.

It's a great show and eventually there will be just one person. Aka "The Voice"!



So what's new? I've actually be experimenting with various things. I'm trying to learn how to do "cut crease" but so far it's not working. I may not have the right brush to do it - which would explain a lot ... - however, once things are paid off I'm planning on buying a brush roll from Sigma.


Okay so my Konad nail art didn't work so well. I'm not sure why, but I'm going to look it up to figure this out!





Anyways, probably doing a video soon!


xo
Katie

Long Lost Beauty Blogger!

I'm not even saying hi, I'm just going to start off with
I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT BLOGGiNG SOONER!!!

Bad beauty blogger, bad!

Things have been so crazy lately nd i'm not even sure if I'm going to be able to cover all of it! I will be posting 2 videos at the bottom, so bare with me!


Earlier this month - just after my boyfriend stopped his co-op job - I lost my job. I was job hunting anyways, but there's a difference between wanting a new job and having to find a new job. So when I called him saying that I had lost my job, he met me. We went downtown so I could drop off resumes.

I actually have had 2 interviews from one of the places and just waiting to hear back. Hoping it'll be something good - the manager is waiting for a certain area to open up. I'm calling back this week to get a better idea where the standings are, but I know he's interested in me working there.

While we're not working, we have spent a lot of time together. Which is good because at the end of last week, he got kicked out of his house.

HAHAHA!!! Yeh, I'm not even joking. He lives at my house for now. We're both on the mad hunt for jobs so we can look at September move-out. We actually have our eyes on one apartment .... great price, heat/hydro included, etc.

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Okay so my boyfriend just got back from getting stuff from his parents' place [well, mum nd step dad's place] nd they're willing to help us with first nd last months rent. I'm so confused but I'm glad they're not fighting anymore, makes him less stressed.



So recently I haven't bought much - other than my haul video - except for Benefit BadGal lashes, a Sephora Safari Cosmetics bag in pink [becuz I didn't have a bag for my purse] nd also I got Clinique's "Take the Day Off" makeup remover ... best I have ever used! It's a little pricy but works amazingly!


NOW FOR THE ViDEOS i PROMiSED!!



Products Mentioned:
www.loosebutton.com
LuxeBox by LooseButton
- "Cowardly Lyin" China Glaze
- Day Serum by Elizabeth Grant [great for dry/older skin!!]
- Exfoliant by Dermalogical [really interesting - powder to paste! soft skin]
- Organic Olive Oil soap

Other:
- FitMe Foundation - Maybelline #115 [lightest possible - pink undertone]
- Pump $7 MAC
- Erase Paste [concealer] in 'fair' - Benefit
- "Like What You Sea?" eyeshadow - Benefit
- "Sugar Daddy" nail polish - Essie

MAC:
- "Center Stage" e/s [Mega Metals]
- "RetroSpeck" e/s
- "Wood winked" e/s
- "Stars N Rockets" e/s
- "Humid" e/s
- "Aqua" e/s [Fashion Flower]
- "Girl About Town" lipstick [VERY similar to "Lickable" - when you wear it, you can tell the difference]



EYELiNER TiPS & TRiCKS FOR SMALL EYES



I realized afterwards this is very similar to how Adele has her makeup done in various photos.

For the eyeshadow I just used MAC e/s in "Retrospeck" so you can clearly see the liquid liner.

- make a clean line from middle of eye to about 1/4 away from the edge of your eye
- make wing at 1/4 from edge of eye
- draw in line from inner eye [near nose] to where you started
- build clean line over middle of eye [like building half a circle]
- keep lines clean

Basic step-by-step of what the video says. [quickly done of course]



I should be doing a video soon that has a very bright, colourful eye colour. I had done it but needs to be re-done because the quality just wasn't right.



STAY COOL!
xo